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Introduction
Starting around 1977, for years I would write a few things on what the light showed
me during very quiet, sometimes intense moments of insight. A truth I learned
from that was: as the years went on, my understanding always seemed to leave
the ideas presented in those writings behind. The writings held some truth in
them; but always I could see they were deeply colored by my beliefs and opinions and
were not really the insights the light had shown me. And yet, they were...for
there, between the lines, perhaps on a pallet only I could see when reading them, was
the raw paint of those beautiful treasures and, when I sensed the presence of the
light there and the beauty it had shown me before, it was renewed and I would weep
with joy. Thank you for stopping in to share in that.
Eventually, I found it was no longer necessary to sit in quiet to
receive these insights from the light (which I later came to understand was
meditation in its simplest form, which is how true meditation always is).
They would come, day or night, sitting,
fixing dinner or doing the dishes, driving down a crowded freeway...it really
didn't seem to matter. After beginning to play online in early 1997 and
to share some of my writings, I discovered that, if I would relax on deciding what
to say next, the light could give me the insights at the rate of speed required to
type them to the chat room screen. There, I would learn both by receiving
insights and by typing them and reading them on the screen. Others would comment
or not, some inquisitive, some very positive, some argumentative, some annoyed.
And so, the forum I had hoped for years to find was right there before my eyes.
I could simply listen and type, occasionally responding to the queries or comments of
others. Although sometimes I would "copy and paste" or log these
dissertations that ranged from preachy to poetic, usually I would just let them scroll
up and off the screen buffer to be gone forever. Gradually, I saw that this
"in the now moment" presentation would always be far better than any essay
or book I might write. From over 30 years of listening and discovering, I have
come to articulate certain things, and yet each time I speak of them it arises fresh
and new, finds new words to express, opening my willingness to understand a tiny bit
more each time.
Something I learned early and which has been emphasized over and
over as important, is the fact that many of the keywords we tend to use as landmarks
or "understanding identifiers" are completely misunderstood. These
words are basically 180° from what is true because they have been colored by
survival-oriented and "what I like"-oriented thinking. The most
obvious result of this is that people in many schools of thought have come up with
intricate concepts utilizing these keywords as building block concepts, and these
concepts can never be accurate because the building blocks with which they were made
and the understanding with which they were structured were faulty from the beginning.
To combat this, I assign somewhat specific
meanings to specific words and, although that meaning may be expanded
upon for clarity, other meanings are not also assigned that confuse
the issue. However, it is good to note that these words have
meanings already assigned by others to denote concepts. The
problem with this multiple meaning convention is that people become
confused and tend to generalize widely divergent concepts as meaning
the same thing simply because they utilize the same words. There
is a time to be specific and a time to generalize; but culturally, we
have literally corrupted our language quite a lot. Actually,
there is nothing wrong with the multi-meaning convention inasmuch
as people correctly understand the meanings intended; but again, it
has led to much confusion. Further, there is really nothing
wrong with confusion if one understands that they are confused.
The problem here is that people who believe solidly that they
understand are actually confused without knowing it. So
anyway, it is not important that the meaning I assign to words
be adhered to always. It is just important to understand as
clearly as possible what I mean and to not generalize what I am
saying by linking other concepts that utilize the same words to
the meanings I intended. It is not merely a semantics game
and everyone is not just saying the same thing. If I thought
for a moment that this was so, I would not bother to say any of it
at all.
Through the meaning resulting from
Simplistic Meditation given to various words, instead of several
meanings for each of several words, you find that many words mean
the same thing (love) and are simply a variety of ways of looking at
and talking about that single reality.
These concepts for word usage, which I received for me, at my place in
understanding, with my particular background, etc., were given
specifically for me and yet, are quite shareable with others.
Although the concepts I received have much meaning for me, more
important is the manner in which I received these things. It
is simple and, eventually, it leaves nothing to doubt and nothing
to chance. A
FEW EXAMPLES OF TERMS
The world has been in possession
of meditation techniques for millennia and many have followed these
rigorous routines with great devotion and success. However,
there are problems with them. They are often complicated and
cumbersome, they often take much of one's time each day and they
are sometimes intended to take more than a lifetime to accomplish
their goals. This brings the whole thing to a point where
one wonders: "If I am ignorant of many things from myself to
others to God, how am I to know who to believe and that I am asking
the right questions, seeking the right goals and so forth?"
Failure to adequately answer this question has left many people feeling
quite overwhelmed with literally billions of facts, concepts,
notions, dogmas and other high-sounding processes of development.
Answering this question with one of these techniques, however, has
led many people to lives of great, painstaking sacrifice, celibacy,
missionary work and so forth. Of these, many have found this
to be too much to ask and they have tired of the unending and
seemingly failing task and have quit altogether. However,
many have found fulfilling lives and some degree of enlightenment.
It is worthwhile to consider that there could
be a simpler and less stressful way to find fulfillment and
enlightenment that takes less time and is more direct. Such a
way, instead of relying heavily upon mentors and masters and millennia
of writings believed to have been proven, involves more
self-reliance and thereby generates a higher degree of
self-empowerment. After all, understanding of the self and
its relationship to everything and empowerment of that self within
that understanding is, in fact, the whole purpose of such an endeavor
anyway.
The main ingredient of Simplistic Meditation
is utilizing one's intention or free will to proffer one's
attention directly to source through the medium universally
provided. Simplistic Meditation asks one to pay
attention...nothing more.
Since anything one does not know
(and yet senses they need to know) is, in fact, something that
is not known (in the context of knowing they are accustomed to), it emerges as clear
that the person meditating not only does not know the answer sought,
but in that understanding, it is also clear that they do not know
what questions to ask, what to seek, nor even if there is anything
to seek at all.
Because of that fact, although it is fine to ask questions of
Spirit, be aware that always filling one's mind with arbitrary
questions leaves less attention to see what Spirit is showing
you. One need not ask for anything nor ask to see or know
anything. Instead, in order to allow the fullest effect, one
simply pays attention as wholly as possible.
One may be tempted to ask, "What am
I waiting to see, hear or experience?" Some may see
visions; some may see what they later believe is evidence appearing
in their lives; some may hear a voice; and many may see, hear or
experience nothing at all. It is important to realize that
what is happening to a person as a result of Simplistic Meditation
is happening outside of time, and anything seen, heard or
experienced is NOT the main thing, regardless of what may
appear. The main thing is that they are paying attention to
source and this use of their attention is clearing away their
blocks to understanding (which may or may not produce discernible
sights, sounds or experiences for quite some time). It is
better not to look "for" anything; but, instead, to
simply pay attention.
Of course, the question
must arise wherein one wonders, "Just what is
source?" That will become clear only through continuing
the meditation regularly. We are accustomed to intellectual
understanding and that is limited by our inner structure of
thoughts, concepts and beliefs; all of which are founded upon
faulty keywords or faulty underlying key foundational
concepts. Paying attention to source begins to clear the
understanding and to gradually eradicate the faulty underlying
key foundational concepts and, with those concepts realigned more
closely to what is so, the mind automatically functions to understand
at a renewed level that reaches beyond the intellect and beyond the
arbitrary process of structuring concepts and deciding upon beliefs,
followed by our misdirecting of our lives.
How to Meditate
Metaphorically, there is a place within you at
which you reside in each moment. Every moment of your life you have always
been "here" and the moment has always been "now."
Somehow, through a means you do not know, you are
alive. Through no particular conscious effort on your part,
life seems to flow to you and make you to live and to be aware.
As a model to give this a frame of reference, envision this as a light
that shines to you from all directions at the same time. Notice this
omnipresent light shining to you and place your attention upon it.
Since this "light" is everywhere, placing your attention on it is not
"focus"...for focus narrows vision, whereas this reopens and broadens vision.
No deep concentration of energy or trying to sense anything in
particular is required; in fact, these are contraindicated, as they tend
to block awareness rather than discover what it would show. Then
envision that the result of your
paying attention is that life's light flows on through you and
directly back to its source in a sort of continuous
reciprocation or sharing. Remember that envisioning this two-way light
is not necessary; it is simply a model to lend a frame of reference
to what you are doing when in Simplistic Meditation.
As a precaution to save you needless time and effort, I would mention here
that this simplistic, pure meditation is the only real meditation. Techniques
for meditation abound, of course...I do not recommend using them. This meditation
is said to be the only
real meditation because it meditates only upon that which is real. It does
not meditate upon ideas and concepts. It does not meditate upon breathing or
the body. It does not meditate to effect changes in the apparent world, nor yet
in "spiritual progression." All of these things are temporary and thus "unreal."
Although simplistic meditation does not focus on any object or goal, people
often discover desired changes arising in their life situation as they continue
meditating on that which is real and substantial. You ARE real, and you are not
limited to the separate individual bodily
expression you are accustomed to identifying with. You are in fact omnipresent
throughout all existence. It is not necessary to buy into that idea, for
meditating upon the reality that you are absolutely makes you more and more
aware of its (your) presence, and from that awareness, understanding arises
rather automatically. If you then discover this to be true, that will be time
to play with that idea. Note that ideas "about" your reality are not the reality
itself. Similarly, insights that come, shifting the belief system and view, are not
a body of intellectual knowledge but just the impact of awareness on the belief
system entertained in mind. True, whole knowledge as omniscience is actually
integral to what you are as the omnipresent reality of all. Again, no buy-in
is required.
"The Silence" does not mean peaceful, quiet environment, and
placing oneself in a peaceful, quiet environment is not requisite
to effective simplistic meditation. It is called the silence because
it (your reality) exists outside of the illusion of time, and in
that reality, sound is not possible. In religious teachings, this
is suggested by the idea or teaching that the name of God cannot be
spoken and the idea of secret teachings. Indeed your real name, God's
name if you will, is your reality (or God's reality) itself...and
specifically is not a symbol such as a spoken word. "Secret teachings"
when the term is properly understood, indicates that which cannot be
taught, because it is not intellectual learning, but discovery and
understanding found in awareness through meditation upon reality.
As you meditate simplistically, your thoughts will flow in and
talk in your head as they always have. It is not necessary to
forcefully stop the mind chatter; however, you can simply tell your
thoughts that you "prefer" to not entertain them right
now and that your intention is to pay attention to source.
Your mind, habitually a chatterer, will begin to form new habits
and will learn to quiet itself. You will notice that, when
thoughts do occur, the nature of the thoughts will gradually become
clearer and more meaningful, perhaps even seem to be
enlightening. Pay attention to the thoughts that arise for
a moment and follow them through their sequential conceptualizations
if they seem worthwhile. You might even want to write down
some of the more interesting ones. Then just let them fade
as you return your attention to source as your reality.
You may wonder how long you are required to do this. There is no
specific time period. However, I suggest that you keep it
short at first, even just five minutes, once or twice a day.
That way you won't burn out on it. After a while, you may
notice your sessions automatically become longer because you find
yourself experiencing thoughts and feelings that add
"interest" to your attention and you want to stay to
enjoy this part of your life. At any rate, don't
worry about it. The main thing is to pay attention and
to pay attention regularly. Understand that this attention
is having its effect on your awareness and understanding
when you don't seem to notice anything different or
unusual just as much as when you do notice something.
One man, who thought this was totally worthless (after I told
him about it in response to his inquiry about how to be freed),
because of his trust in me, tried it for
about thirty minutes a day for two
weeks. This man had been incarcerated for eleven to twelve
years with a potential to be locked up for life. Prior
to trying it, he was very angry and cynical, often starting
fights, etc. After this short endeavor, he said he just
felt too silly to continue. However, his attitude began
to change and about three years later, he had changed significantly
enough that he was released. Important to note that this
worked to change both his inner and outer life and
circumstance. Even more important to note that his
"not believing in it" did not prevent it from doing
what paying attention to source always does.
Source (peace), which arises into this world as a medium (love)
which I call Spirit, the light and other names, arrives (figuratively) at the door of our awareness
as a gentle living presence that provides for us whether we see it clearly or not,
whether we believe in it or not ...ALWAYS... and this is particularly noticeable when
we are willing to pause and pay attention. Beyond that basic truth, Spirit can
and will actually teach you what you need to know as you need it according to your
willingness to listen and hear it. It is entirely up to you to decide what to
do with the understanding you receive and there is neither reward nor reprisal beyond
the natural results of your placing your attention where it belongs...upon reality.
However, the nature of true
understanding is that one is gradually drawn toward following what is shown.
This is because following what the light shows is exactly the same as embracing the
only unconditional love to be found anywhere and learning to realize oneness with
it. For me, the unconditional love of Spirit was that it was there to teach me
whenever I was ready to pay attention, without any condemnation and without any pressure
to do or not do anything. That created my first experience of awe (whole
gratefulness or returning unconditional love by seeing Spirit as it actually is). NOTE: The
terms Source, Spirit, the light, etc. as used here are all synonyms indicating intuition
of the reality which need not be labeled by these terms.
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